This is IT!

13 hrs till we take off on the beginning of our journey to bring home Evan.  I have been up and down the roller coaster a few times this week but luckily I'm a Christian and I have Jesus to keep me centered.  I feel as if I am standing on the high dive and looking down, down, down.  Do I really want to jump?  I know someone is down there in the water waiting for me in case I need help, but... there's that 2.5 second of freefall I have to experience first.   Close my eyes, hold my breath and ...JUMP!